I told how you picked me up from Kedah, and sent me home in Selangor.
"Susah nak cari lelaki macam tu, sanggup gi amik Mira pastu patah balik"
Note : My roommate is a Kelantanese.
True, guys like you is like an endangered species.
True, I should hold on tight and never let you go.
True, it really did felt like you really love me.
All these while, all the things she said is true.
I was the one having problems in believing.
Do you want to know what I believed?
That people can fall in love, flirt, and take that same person for granted.
I believed in heartbreaks when falling in love.
I believed that people fight, tears each other apart and turn their back.
I believed that love is meaningless and has no value.
I believed that after people say they love you, they'll walk away and never return.
After 5 relationships,
I'm sorry if you felt that I was difficult to handle.
I can't break this wall that I've built and have yet to let you in.
Thank you for being such a wonderful person, and a patient one too.
No other words than thank you.
p/s : Courage is all I need.